
How many of us discovered the true love of God in our teens? When our insecurities and emotions ran the highest and we loved hard? Our response to a supernatural touch of the Holy Spirit was to conquer the world and touch the stars. When we knew we were loved through to the depths of our soul and we were ready to love back with everything we had, no matter the cost?
After that, how many of us didn’t see life coming? Didn’t see the controlling husband as our destiny? Didn’t see the dying baby that we would hold in our arms? Family betrayals? Narcissists? Sociopaths?
And how many of us faced these things praising God just like He told us to do?
Instead, we gave in to bitterness and became victims of our misfortune. We didn’t choose hope over listening to our feelings and we let our enemies defeat our hearts our souls, and our minds.
Then one day, we became weary and we found ourselves here. Our first love gone, and the divide now too wide to ever get ourselves back…..