When I was 18, long before the internet, I found an article on the ground. I actually don’t remember where I was but the words were so profound, it was like God speaking to me directly so I wrote it down again on a notepad.
Years went by and I assumed the article had long gone until a twist in Jesus’ timing. I thought I would be ready by now but clearly God is still moulding me.
Wouldn’t this be heavenly though?

Everyone longs to give themselves completely to someone- to have a deep soul relationship with another- to be loved thoroughly and exclusively.
But God, to the Christian, says:
“No, not until you are satisfied, fulfilled, and content with being loved by me alone- with giving yourself totally and unreservedly to me – To have an intensely, personalized relationship with me alone. I love you my child and until you discover that only in Me is your satisfaction to be found, will you be capable of the perfect human relationship that I have planned for you.
You will never be united with anyone until you are united with Me… exclusively of anyone or anything else, Exclusive of anyone or anything else, exclusive of any other desires or longings.
I want you to stop planning,
stop wishing, and allow me to bring the person to you. Just keep watching, expecting the greatest things, keep listening, and learning the things I tell you. Just wait, that’s all.
Don’t be anxious.
Don’t worry. Don’t look around at the things you want. You just keep looking up to Me, or you’ll miss what I want to show you.
And then when you’re ready,
I’ll surprise you with a love far more wonderful than you would have ever dreamed.
You see, until you are ready and until the one I have for you is ready (I am working at this moment to have both of you ready at the same time), until you are both satisfied exclusively with Me, and the life I have prepared for you, you won’t be able to experience the love that exemplifies your relationship with Me, and this is perfect love.
And Dear One I want you to have this perfect love. I want you to see in the flesh, the picture of our relationship and enjoy materially and concretely the everlasting union of beauty and perfection and love that I offer you with myself “
Unknown Writer.